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Fasten Your Seatbelts
The scaling of the images and some aesthetic issues in the website has been bothering me so much, but I haven’t found the right mindset to fix them yet. I have been busy though. I have moved to a different country yet again. Where to begin… I actually will not begin but end it. Stars…
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The Ring
You think at some point your nerves are gonna get tired and stop hearing this noise. Otherwise what’s the point of desensitization? I have been spending 15 days with tinnitus… All kinds of it, in addition to hearing echo. Of course it’s all accompanied by a hearing loss. It might be past time that I…
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Sorry Sorry
I owe all of you an apology (Or as pointed by a dear friend, the world owes me an apology)! I learned from a journalist once that I should tell the take-home message in the beginning. “Ivermectin has no clinically proven effect on Covid-19.” Now where were we… You see I know within a year…
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Entertainment Parks
Found one other cause for the long-lasting muscle cramps. Entertainment parks… Being afraid of the roller coasters, and long waiting times of course two of the reasons. It was fun at least, but the cause is noted so next time I’m prepared. Hershey Park is a fun place to be in summers for sure. The…
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Frozen Yogurt: The New Species
I’m writing this here so I will be reminded from time to time when I browse through what I have written. It is dedicated to me from one, five, ten and fifteen years from now… So future me, stop buying random stuff from the market, especially when you take the label too literally. For example frozen…
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Things I cannot do…
I wish there was a way for people to understand without me going over all the details of my condition. When I say I cannot do it do not want to do it, I wish they magically guessed the reason and did not ask again. Most of the time when I say no to a…
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Not a Joke!
There were quite many times I told myself that I was exaggerating the symptoms and my muscles were not actually in a horrible shape. I take all of it back. Perhaps the menstrual cycle also affects the level of pain. But these past two weeks were nightmarish. Tubular aggregate myopathy or whatever this is, it…
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Padam… padam…
I wish there was an on/off button in our auditory system to eliminate the internal sounds. It’s really tiresome to hear these sounds all day long. I kept saying it can’t get worse for sometime after the tinnitus started. Let me correct myself, there is tinnitus and then there is pulsatile version… If you think…
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Lies…
Day 8 or 9 I forgot the count already. Yesterday was a lie, it is all back! The headache, the blocked ears, everything… In case of a real apocalypse, I want to be the first one dead! Surviving viral infections in 21th century with food, clean water and sewage systems is not something I can accomplish.…
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What’s Happening?
Day 7 I actually feel fine. I spent the day sleeping with a high fever. Oddly enough I didn’t have a fever till today. I woke up to eat food only and drink some water. At 5pm today, I woke up again for dinner (only to realise that I have slept too much and my…
