You read the title write. This is where I unravel. The words that are clouding my mind at that exact moment... unedited. Not sure if not editing is a good idea but once you go over a piece you might silence the emotions. So I will apologise to grammar sticklers in advance.
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Great Expectations
Do I truly expect too much from people? A friend once said this to me. Perhaps my unhappiness or disappointments were connected to it.Say you meet with someone who says he or she is OK with people’s choice in gender to have sex with. You also hear them mentioning someone being gay several times. Is…
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Things I cannot do…
I wish there was a way for people to understand without me going over all the details of my condition. When I say I cannot do it do not want to do it, I wish they magically guessed the reason and did not ask again. Most of the time when I say no to a…
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Chicken Noodle Soup
It was inevitable. After watching dramas and listening to songs from Korea, I started to try Korean cuisine. I’m not much of a cook. I always say I’m better at baking than cooking. But this chicken noodle soup was not so bad. It was quite good. That’s if you like garlic. The original recipe is…
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Not a Joke!
There were quite many times I told myself that I was exaggerating the symptoms and my muscles were not actually in a horrible shape. I take all of it back. Perhaps the menstrual cycle also affects the level of pain. But these past two weeks were nightmarish. Tubular aggregate myopathy or whatever this is, it…
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Panic mode: ON
Everything is fixed for the dissertation and I will be in panic mode for the next six weeks. Luckily I know how to fight the chaos. With chaos! I bought Kinect and dance central. I don’t think I will rock the dance floor anytime soon but the pain on my muscles after playing the game…
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Touchy and irritable
That is awesome advice from my daily astro page, one that I should remember always. I have been trying to understand why on earth I would react so horribly to tiny tiny things. For instance, once I stormed because of a piece of bread thrown into the trash. To be fair, it had happened before,…
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Huh? What? Sore throat?
When was the last time I was sick? I cannot believe I’ve got to ask this question more than once. Getting close to age 30 sure is different. Well, I shall do my best to defeat this one before it swarms my entire upper respiratory system. Wait and see, I will be the winner.
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Padam… padam…
I wish there was an on/off button in our auditory system to eliminate the internal sounds. It’s really tiresome to hear these sounds all day long. I kept saying it can’t get worse for sometime after the tinnitus started. Let me correct myself, there is tinnitus and then there is pulsatile version… If you think…
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Lies…
Day 8 or 9 I forgot the count already. Yesterday was a lie, it is all back! The headache, the blocked ears, everything… In case of a real apocalypse, I want to be the first one dead! Surviving viral infections in 21th century with food, clean water and sewage systems is not something I can accomplish.…
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What’s Happening?
Day 7 I actually feel fine. I spent the day sleeping with a high fever. Oddly enough I didn’t have a fever till today. I woke up to eat food only and drink some water. At 5pm today, I woke up again for dinner (only to realise that I have slept too much and my…