HSFA: happiness, sadness, fear, and anger

You read the title write. This is where I unravel. The words that are clouding my mind at that exact moment... unedited. Not sure if not editing is a good idea but once you go over a piece you might silence the emotions. So I will apologise to grammar sticklers in advance.
  • Huh? What? Sore throat?

    When was the last time I was sick? I cannot believe I’ve got to ask this question more than once. Getting close to age 30 sure is different. Well, I shall do my best to defeat this one before it swarms my entire upper respiratory system. Wait and see, I will be the winner.


  • Padam… padam…

    I wish there was an on/off button in our auditory system to eliminate the internal sounds. It’s really tiresome to hear these sounds all day long. I kept saying it can’t get worse for sometime after the tinnitus started. Let me correct myself, there is tinnitus and then there is pulsatile version… If you think Read more


  • Lies…

    Day 8 or 9 I forgot the count already. Yesterday was a lie, it is all back! The headache, the blocked ears, everything… In case of a real apocalypse, I want to be the first one dead! Surviving viral infections in 21th century with food, clean water and sewage systems is not something I can accomplish. Read more


  • What’s Happening?

    Day 7 I actually feel fine. I spent the day sleeping with a high fever. Oddly enough I didn’t have a fever till today. I woke up to eat food only and drink some water. At 5pm today, I woke up again for dinner (only to realise that I have slept too much and my Read more


  • Love microbes

    On the bright side of being ill, I have a chance to do Korean Drama Marathon. This time it was “Secret” and “Producers”. No, I don’t recommend you to watch “Secret” unless you are sick and you just need noise to be around. “Producer” was bearable but it ended so abruptly. Watch “It’s OK, It’s Love” Read more


  • Closer to a diagnosis…

    Ok I’m happy that I am closer to a diagnosis. It sounds stupid. But I am. I am happy because I have been doing the right thing all along by not pushing my limits. I accept the fact that I should still exercise within my limits. But now I know I was right when I kept Read more


  • And the wait begins…

    Ok it hurts. It’s bearable but annoying. If you are a person who cannot scream like me, get ready to shed tears. They tried distracting me during the biopsy procedure, they did kind of an awesome job in that. But… oh dear… when they pull that muscle pieces out, I felt the entire muscle being Read more


  • I’m back!

    It was an unsuccessful attempt to transfer hosting from NetworkSolutions to DreamHost. I simply didn’t back up my dear old wordpress site properly. How was I supposed to remember that I didn’t back up the database it was linked to? I never even looked at that database, since I used one-click installation. Oh well! Fresh starts are Read more